February 2012
41 posts
02/27/2012
It’s the end of the day, I’m actually feeling quite content, maybe a bit close to happy. I guess I have everything that I actually “need”. The wanted things in life, it feels as if it’s not needed anymore. I think I finally figured out what I really need in life. The feeling is great, I wish all of you could experience it. Nothing could feel better than...
A beer and a cigarette really calms me down.
I can’t write out my emotions anymore, it’s just not as easy. Everything is stuck in my head and I can’t make up the words to explain everything that I want to say. There’s so much things I want to do and say to certain people, but I just can’t do it. I don’t want to create unnecessary damage to other peoples emotions, my thoughts in others minds is a big no. I...
Why put time and effort in someone if they aren’t willing to do the same.
A Denny Yen Short.
Things come and go in a person’s life. You’ll have to face through the toughest and the best of emotions. In the end though, you have to let your mind know that you can’t let another person bring you down. You have yourself, and I’m sure you have tons of other people that will be there to care for you. Love yourself in order to be ready to be loved again.
I really miss writing all the damn time.
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I believe that if you’re truly in love with someone, it creates a special bond that no one else besides you two would understand. I believe that if that bond was broken, you’ll feel hurt, broken-hearted or however you want to call it. You’ll be hurt, physically, emotionally, and mentally. You just don’t feel the same anymore, it was like if you took your love onto a...
I’m not satisfied with the way I’m living my life.
You were a great man, even though we never communicated through the same language. I knew you were there for all of us even though you physically couldn’t. My father has lost both of his parents in his life and I can feel the pain that he is going through. Just last month it was my grandmother and now it’s you, grandfather. We know you’re in a better place now, you as well...
Hoping to wake up and realizing it was just a dream.
That would be me just dreaming too much. Shit never goes your way. Death is the only escape.
If I do leave though, what would life become, what would everything I’ve been working for amount to? Everything is nothing once you’re gone I guess.
I’ll be here, waiting for that day.
For once, I actually feel sad. I feel hurt inside and it’s from one single person. I usually don’t let people get to me, but this girl actually means a lot to me. She’s my best friend and she would always try the best to cheer me up and now I feel like I’ve lost all of that. I feel like all of this is because of my actions. I feel like I’ve lost it all and I...
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I’m about ready for love to find me again.
I love you, but I don’t. I miss you, but I don’t. I hate you, but I don’t. From three simple statements, I can see our success rate of our relationship at 50%, Good luck.
Screams of a man.
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I haven’t really expressed my feelings through words lately. I haven’t wrote much about what is on my mind, I guess the feelings or emotions I have are stable. I’m not feeling depressed enough to blog about how much I want you, or how much I want to be with you. I guess seeing a significant other in my life doesn’t mean much to me anymore. I’m feeling good, being...
I was told that I was beautiful tonight, ye.
January 2012
30 posts
I’m so lost right now.
When you’re happy you have shit to write about, who the fuck writes about happiness?
Every time the snow starts to fall, images of you are the snowflakes. The snow brings me back memories of us. It’s quite pleasant, but at the same time painful. I’m reminded by the good times we had and the worst of times we shared. Thank you for teaching me everything, it really helps me with my own future, I love you.